Oof. I want that kind of support SO MUCH. I can’t remember ever feeling it. I read recently in some horoscope piece, likely from Chani Nicholas, that I may only ever feel that supported by and connected to the Divine. A part of me feels this is unfair and another part feels some relief. Permission to stop looking to humans with my impossible expectations.
This new moon, I want to open to encountering this kind of support, and to receive it and recognize it when it comes.
I've really been thinking about this, too... part of why I don't feel fully supported is often because I simply don't ask. In fact, just today I was literally pushing away support that I actually wanted (and was being freely offered) - heaven forbid I be an inconvenience. And like you said, looking to humans is often so mired in impossible expectations or even past disappointments... I'm happy to have written about it here, because I know I'll come back to it. It'll stay top of mind.
Can I copy your new moon intention? Haha. I want the same!
Oof. I want that kind of support SO MUCH. I can’t remember ever feeling it. I read recently in some horoscope piece, likely from Chani Nicholas, that I may only ever feel that supported by and connected to the Divine. A part of me feels this is unfair and another part feels some relief. Permission to stop looking to humans with my impossible expectations.
This new moon, I want to open to encountering this kind of support, and to receive it and recognize it when it comes.
I've really been thinking about this, too... part of why I don't feel fully supported is often because I simply don't ask. In fact, just today I was literally pushing away support that I actually wanted (and was being freely offered) - heaven forbid I be an inconvenience. And like you said, looking to humans is often so mired in impossible expectations or even past disappointments... I'm happy to have written about it here, because I know I'll come back to it. It'll stay top of mind.
Can I copy your new moon intention? Haha. I want the same!
Of course! May it be so for all of us!